New Beginnings...
I'm gonna talk my business over the internet. Yes, like some loser who has a blog and whines on it about stuff in his life. My purpose? For those of you who know me very well and keep up-to-date with my blog entries, this post should explain a lot.
Some fairly drastic changes have come about in my life within the past few months.
Firstly and most importantly...I broke up with my girlfriend of over 2 years. Coming in extremely close, right on the heels of the first one, I've started back my health and fitness regimen which has resulted in serious losses of body fat. About 45 lbs to be specific. Next I began a new and exciting job at one of the world's biggest energy companies. All of these are extremely positive changes.
New beginnings...
Now I don't think that these changes could have come at a better time. Life (God really!) has always been good to me and it (He really!) continues to be. I am now single, sexy and gettin a decent wage come month end. What else can a 24 year old man ask for?
I've been doing a lot of liming, thinking, observing and conversing with what I call good angels and bad angels. You know the ones on either side of your shoulder, the one on the left the promoter of evil, the one on the right, the promoter of righteousness, morality, and all that is good and holy.
I've decided to listen to the middle angel. I christen thee, ME!
Sometimes I'm not honest with myself. By this I mean, I betray my 1st instinct. Now a man can't always obey his 1st instinct, because then I would have killed a lot of T&T drivers and litterers, like de youth man in my previous post.
However betraying my 1st insticnt I think makes me a liar. To thine own self be true.
Betraying my 1st instinct removes me from who I really am and turns me into the concept of me. This concept is the "Mr. Nice Guy" disposition. Do you know Gerard Edwards? Oh yes, he's a nice guy. I'm a bit fed up of being Mr. Nice Guy and betraying those 1st instinct desires.
Blah, blah, blah...
What does this all mean?
If you ever observe me a bit out of character, you know why. I've decided to grab life by the horns and ride the bull. I'm basically gonna obey my 1st instincts a lot more.
The real me versus the concept of me should be very interesting, I'll keep you updated.
Nuff said!
Some fairly drastic changes have come about in my life within the past few months.
Firstly and most importantly...I broke up with my girlfriend of over 2 years. Coming in extremely close, right on the heels of the first one, I've started back my health and fitness regimen which has resulted in serious losses of body fat. About 45 lbs to be specific. Next I began a new and exciting job at one of the world's biggest energy companies. All of these are extremely positive changes.
New beginnings...
Now I don't think that these changes could have come at a better time. Life (God really!) has always been good to me and it (He really!) continues to be. I am now single, sexy and gettin a decent wage come month end. What else can a 24 year old man ask for?
I've been doing a lot of liming, thinking, observing and conversing with what I call good angels and bad angels. You know the ones on either side of your shoulder, the one on the left the promoter of evil, the one on the right, the promoter of righteousness, morality, and all that is good and holy.
I've decided to listen to the middle angel. I christen thee, ME!
Sometimes I'm not honest with myself. By this I mean, I betray my 1st instinct. Now a man can't always obey his 1st instinct, because then I would have killed a lot of T&T drivers and litterers, like de youth man in my previous post.
However betraying my 1st insticnt I think makes me a liar. To thine own self be true.
Betraying my 1st instinct removes me from who I really am and turns me into the concept of me. This concept is the "Mr. Nice Guy" disposition. Do you know Gerard Edwards? Oh yes, he's a nice guy. I'm a bit fed up of being Mr. Nice Guy and betraying those 1st instinct desires.
Blah, blah, blah...
What does this all mean?
If you ever observe me a bit out of character, you know why. I've decided to grab life by the horns and ride the bull. I'm basically gonna obey my 1st instincts a lot more.
The real me versus the concept of me should be very interesting, I'll keep you updated.
Nuff said!
posted by gerardmedwards at 7:44 AM
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